Starting Over

2004 was quite a year. But it wasn't the year I expected or hoped for. I don't know exactly when things started going downhill for me, but they kept going that way and I didn't do what I needed to do to stop that. I've become very ashamed of myself this past year for the person that I have turned into. I always knew I had too much pride, but I never thought it could hurt me like it has. 2004 has been one of the roughest years of my life. There were times when I wasn't sure I'd make it to see 2005, but God gave me some of the greatest friends there are. Thanks to them I'll be around for the new year. I owe those friends more than I could ever repay them. Thank you and I love you all. To those friends that got lost in the mix and I got out of touch with, I apologize. Things will be different in 2005. My life will be different in 2005.

Don't get me wrong, 2004 wasn't all bad. I met some great new people this past semester. I got into different activites. I did manual labor to earn a living, which was a good feeling in the end. I opened up some.

For 2005 I plan on turning my life around from where it is right now.
2005 Resolutions:
Get my faith back
Workout on a regular basis
Hoop on a regular basis
Watch less tv
4.0 this semester
6 minute mile
rep 225
"Love like I've never been hurt"
Become more flexible
Sleep less during the day
Create a worthwhile website
Eat healthier
Smile and laugh more
Get a consistent job
Get out of debt
Read more
"Be a friend a friend would like to have"

Possibly more later if I think of anything else