Saturday, December 25, 2004
got up and went over my grandmothers to eat. i ended up eating my christmas dinner alone in the den. i didn't even eat all of what i had on my plate, i just didn't feel like eating. then i started watching the game by myself, but i was tired and ended up just going to sleep on one of my grandmothers recliners. i tried staying asleep, but my phone kept going off. i heard it sometimes and didn't hear it other times. i finally got up and did a few things before we left. now i guess i'll go out tonight and see if i can make this somewhat of a merry christmas.