Starting Over

went to play pool around midnight. played for the next five hours. in that time i only lost 3 games of cut-throat. i didn't lose at 8-ball. i faded badly at the end and just stopped focusing. but every once in awhile i could make myself concentrate and go on a run. there were points where i had fun, but my mood was killed again so a lot of the time i was just there.

i just need to get through this week. right now it's not looking like i will.